im not the girl that gives up just like that

2006-02-09T23:36:00.000-08:00

dont you just love my new skin?
i LOVE it to bits and pieces.
its soo gorg pls.
alright, i dint make the picture..
HAA.
got it from dont know where from deviant.
its really nice lah.
haha (:
if i ever make these kind of pictures, i'll be so proud of myself.
LOL! :D
okay lah. i shall stop praising my new skin.

oh man, o level results are released today.
i wonder hows my cousin doing.
i shall go ask him now.
thn i'll catch a few episodes of full house.
and thn maybe take a nap.
HAHA.
tatas.

2006-02-09T05:53:00.000-08:00

im having a slight flu luh.
so uncomfortable pls.
i took my temp. and its 36.5
HAHA(:
but i cant be absent for school tmr cause of home ec pratical.
i'll fail it if i were to be absent lah.
so im still going. fine.
i've flunked almost all the tests i had.
so i HOPE i will not flunk my pizza.
haha.

my valentine skin is like umm i dont know.
just go see it when you are free.
lol

2006-02-08T05:22:00.000-08:00

i flunked maths test.
the paper is like a no-no for me.
out of 6 qns, i dont know how to do 2
and those 2 carries 7 marks.
there goes my A1 :(:(

yay! blogskins is having a valentine's day skin competition!
WHEE(:
and i wanna join!! :D
haha.
plus, i wanna WIN!!
okay luh, i may not be able to win cause my skins are like ''umm..okay''.
but who cares, i will try my best!
wish mw luck people! (:

2006-02-06T23:51:00.000-08:00

i flunked my chinese test.
i got 5/10 for the first section
which is VERY bad.
oh man, and my compre is like ''i dont know how to do''.
effing-hell.
my first ever chinese test for the year and i FLUNKED it.
hah. :/:/

and now im so out of blogskinning pls.
starting to feel bored and lazy.
haha. too lazy to make anymore picture.
and my psp trial just ended.
im like a dimwit in ps 7.0 lah.
AMANDA, I NEED PSP BACK. (:

2006-02-05T23:52:00.000-08:00

guess what? its raining again.
hah.
as usual i got wet.
until i reach home, the rain stopped. wth.
school today was cool man.
ms ang and ms chan ws absent,
so we had 3 free periods.
HAHA.
all the relief teachers were WEIRD.
i dont know luh, but its either they LOOK weird or they ACT weirdly.
i spose only mrs chuang is the most normal one. lol.
she told us tht theres's another exchange program during late may this year.
haha yes, IM GONNA GO AGAIN. :D
but this time we're going to jiu zai gou.
heard tht the sceneries there are ''heavenly''.
okay, im being sarcastic.
heard tht the sceneries there are beeyouteefool.
yes, wait till i go there (:

2006-02-02T05:21:00.000-08:00

another 5 periods of mr loo.
but today was way way better.
cause we he dint mind us slacking through out.
even snacking. HAHA :D
and of course, amanda enjoyed it (:
got to watch like 40 mins of x-men I.
its like weird.
i dont understand anything even after 40 mins of it.
hmm :/
its just uber- funny luh.
surprisingly, kim doesnt know wht's x-men.
goodness me.
i thought x-men was a ''famous'' cartoon?
with storm, cyclops, jean grey, wolverine, rouge, toad, shadowcat and stuffs.
there's shadowcat right?
amanda said tht theres no such thing as shadowcat.
but i swear i saw her in the cartoon.
:D:D:D:D

my new skin!
pretty? HAHA.
i dint do the picture but halo and wings did.
her pictures are all soo GORG luh.
(:

2006-01-31T23:13:00.000-08:00

okay, im updating now.
after few days of chinese new year.
YES!
i've got my red packets!
but not alot.
:(
hmm, im getting lesser this year luh.
anyways, im still gonna spent it.
no matter what.
i've got loads to buy,
i need almost everything luh.
but my parents will be like ''dont buy tht, you have it at home'' and stuffs.
but who cares.
HAHA.

2006-01-27T03:18:00.000-08:00

YAY(:
i cant wait to collect red packets from my relatives and friends.
HAA.
im gonna be rich luh.
only once a year and i dont get to keep everything.
cause if i do, im gonna like buy everything i see.
i guess the bicks im gonna earn is enough to buy me another laptop.
but im not do so.
surely not.
shopping money babeh! :D:D

2006-01-26T05:47:00.000-08:00

im gonna have a war tmr.
yes, ''war''.
and i must win the guys.
:D

2006-01-25T03:39:00.000-08:00

school was okay today.
just tht ms wong speaks reallllyy ssssllllooowww.
too slow man.
:(
thn stayed back for like half an hour to decorate the class.
we dont know how to decorate it luh.
and its like wasting time there.
lol.
we dint even hand in our model today.
actually we wanted to.
but since we were given to friday,
so yah, handing on friday.
thn went to central with kim, jy and wc.
got some stuffs for decorating the class.
we were using to class fund to pay lah,
thn kim was like ''just buy everything cause its class fund''.
but we are not as bad as kim :D
spent like umm 18 bucks?
okay lah. it not too much also right?
for the notice boards and new year.
:D:D:D:D:D

2006-01-24T05:14:00.000-08:00

IM SO PISSED WITH THE STOPID MODEL.
its not even nice to me luh
and it looks to me tht it wont pass.
its like such a fail product
the paint just wont dry!
makes me feel like throwing it away lah.
:(
i wonder how are we gonna hand it in tmr.
guess ms wong would be freaked out lah.
hmm :/
whatever.
kim and manda's gonna do it tmr.
i dont wanna care about it anymore.

2006-01-22T23:52:00.000-08:00

HAAHA.
im gonna laugh man.
wednesday is the deadline for the dna model
and we havent even started it yet.
sure, last minute job again.
hehs. :D
but if amanda doesnt goes school tmr thn she will not do it.
so only kim and me.
we have like so little time left lah.
after higher chinese tmr, we have to like fly to my house to finish it.
hmm :/
can ms wong like extend the deadline to next tues or smth.
wels, i can only blame myself.

i cant stop blogskinning.
i'll like make a picture everyday and submt one skin everyday.
hmm :/
i guess im addicted to it again.
great, thn i'll be the hogging on the com.
:D:D:D:D:D

2006-01-21T00:34:00.000-08:00

everyone cant go out today.
so sad lah.
kim needs to shop for new year clothes.
manda needs to see doc for her cough.
hmm.
and everyone's falling sick.
whywhywhy.
:/
almost went out with jy and oths.
but couldnt cause it was like soo not planned properly.
and i think my phone bill will like over lah.
thn i have to pay it myself.
hmm. bad.
but its okay luh.
i have my com to accompany me.
whee(:
yes, blogskinning rocks babeh!
:D:D:D:D:D

2006-01-19T05:50:00.000-08:00

newater centre was boredd.
thts all i can say.
but the water dont taste bad to me.
its actually fine.
(:
anws, im gonna like die lah.
having soo many tests in february.
hmm :/
looks like it gonna be harrdd.

2006-01-18T05:28:00.000-08:00

school was fine.
but i dont know what happened to me during pe.
the sun was like soo effing hot tht i almost died.
i dint in the end.
:/
going to NEWater centre tmr.
there's a yay and a booo.
first; YAY(:
we get to end our lessons at 1.05 which means 1 period of maths gooone.
HAHA.
thts what everyone is looking forward to, i spose.
second; BOO ):
NEWater centre is boring dead.
not tht it has nothing at all but..
its just boring lah.

2006-01-17T00:00:00.000-08:00

HAHA.
im dont have to art club on thursday!
lalala(:
but neither do i wanna go NEWater centre.
its way too borrriingg lah.
nothing much there and its like so crappy.
ack. ):

im trying to make a laguna beach skin
but there's like no nice pictures.
either they are way big or blurr.
hmm. whatever.
just wait and see.
(:

2006-01-15T06:25:00.000-08:00

today was funfunfun.
i shall not elaborate cause im way too tired.
so sweet dreams people.
(:

2006-01-13T06:06:00.000-08:00

FFFRRIIDAYY THE 13th!
eee \:
so hate today lah.
friday the 13th is an wht many people say an unlucky day.
ME SAY TOO.
early in the morning when the first ever period of the day started,
i got a cut on my hand.
am i also unlucky?
wels, i dont know.
so i'll just take it tht im careless.
hmm.
anws, the rain finally stopped!
WOOHOO!
for today.
ack.
who knows? maybe it would be raining again tmr.
TOUCH WWOOD MAN.
((:

2006-01-12T05:43:00.000-08:00

BOO FOR YET ANOTHER BOORRINGG THURSDAY :D
maths maths and morree maths.
thn art club.
felt like skipping it, but since it is now my job to teach my juniors,
so i went.
HAHA :D
and one thing tht i hate about thursday is umm..
still the 5 periods with mr loo.
eee :(
anws, before i forget;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDAA :D
we'll get you your present soon sweetie (:

2006-01-11T01:50:00.000-08:00

i wonder what it is to be a celeb.
local, hollywood, bollywood or whtever wood.
i spose its effing-GRRREAT.
but its gonna be tough if RUMOORS comes around,
and i've experienced it before, though im a not a celeb.
lol.
but still its nice.
you'll be like enjoying life in a limo,
though its only a short short trip
and of course, shop like you've never shopped before.
shopp till you dropp.
prada, max & co., gucci, LV and stuffs.
someone shops like tht too.
maybe not so serious, but she goes crazy over surfing brands.
:D
aint it obvious?

2006-01-09T01:57:00.000-08:00

okay.

so there's the skin of the day which i got for the first ever time.

*CLAPP CLAP*

i'll work harder and make nicer skins.

one day i'll be like them.

them: ant-likekarma, 404-error, streetlights, bitterswt, Ebullient* and MORREE(:

yes. dont forget to clap for me(:

lol.

2006-01-08T05:28:00.000-08:00

went towning today and YTD.
but ytd was MORREE FUN(:
so here is ytd.

kim couldnt make it, so manda, jy and me went.
cabbed to cine.
had lunch at kfc.
omgg, im soo embarrassed by amanda.
she's like telling the person ''I WANT CHICKEN BREAST''
and of course, we seldom get to choose what part of the chicken we would eat.
but surprisingly, she got her chicken breast. lol.
thn taka, by thn it was raining cats and dog.
luckily, i called jy to bring an umbrella.
and lalalala, im lazy to elaborate.
but i love the part where we had to share 1 pathetic umbrella.
HAHA.
so unluckily, am's jimmy choo's got SOAKED in puddles.
wells, all our shoes did.
but am's was worst. cause its a JIMMY CHOO.
ahha. she's like soo dead lah.
thn my parents got us out of the WET town and headed to thomson plaza
which was total boring.
ack):
this is for AMANDA(: ;
we couldnt get you tht bag you said you wanted cause there was no new piece.lol.
so my mum said tht you could get your present next time when we go out again.

and yes, i dont know whats with my dad these days.
he doesnt mind me spending money on little things.
haha, he used to be quite stingy.
but i love the way he is now and he allowed me to keep the $300 bucks tht i earned thru edusave thang.
im shocked :/

one more thing.
this thing is really shocking to me lah.
I GOT A SKIN OF THE DAY.
yes. this is shocking lah.
actually i dint know when i got it.
i only found out today when i got it at 15 dec 2005.
haha. maybe im not online for the whole day, so i dont know no shit tht's going on.
well, whatever.
at least i achieved smth :D

2006-01-06T01:52:00.001-08:00

HELLO.
yes yes, my new skin!
i love this.
haha.
thanks to jiapi for teaching me how to blend and stuffs!
oh yes, THANK YOU LOADS!
i just submitted 1 ashlee skin.
so go see it.
HAHA(:
and AMANDA, i know what caused you your retarded-ness!
you lack vitamin D.
hahaha, same more of them! ((:

2006-01-06T01:52:00.000-08:00

2006-01-05T00:19:00.000-08:00

school was soo BORING today.
half of the day belonged to mr loo.
omg.
which is 5 periods;
2 CME and 3 maths.
and his jokes are so not funny please.
not a single one.
ACK.
so thursday is a BAD BAD day.
and i love wednesday.
for no reason.
((:

2006-01-03T23:33:00.001-08:00

HELLO(:
i love blogskinnings.
hhaha.
LOVES! <33
yes. check out my skins peeps!
its in the LINKS(:
rate em if possiblee.
high ratings are much appreciated yeah.
haha.
i dont know why im doing this but just do it lah.
no harm doing it right?
lol.
wonder if the link works..
hmm \:

2006-01-03T23:33:00.000-08:00

HELLO(:
i love blogskinnings.
hhaha.
LOVES! <33
yes.
check out my skins peeps!
www.blogskins.com/me/sugaredvivaa>HERE YOU GOO(:
rate em if possiblee.
high ratings are much appreciated yeah.
haha.
i dont know why im doing this but just do it lah.
no harm doing it right?
lol.
wonder if the link works..
hmm \:

2006-01-02T22:55:00.000-08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
way cool man.
love the first days of school.
haha.
new cohalt of sec 1s went too.
from what i've seen,
i spose there are only a few from pei hwa.
:/
i thought i would meet someone i knew.
haha.
still cant accept the fact tht im sec 2 lah.
im so used to be called sec ones.
lol.
i still prefer 1/2,
its nicer to write thn 2/2.
im sec 2 and my bro's sec 4.
wahahha.
he's taking he's O's this year,
tht evil laugh dont mean anth.
its just a laugh and i dont want him to do badly lah.
hope he can get into st.andrews jc.
tht's where he wanna go.
and yes, i love the new teachers!
as in those teachers teaching 2/2 this year.
FAB(:
but i dont like P.E.
way boring if tht teacher teaches.
uhh.
luckily we dint get ms chong again.
haha.
but sadly the sec 1s is have to suffer.
lol.
actually its nice lah.
she's not really bad to tht extreme,
its just tht she's kinda boring and i could hardly open my eyes when having her classes.
(:
i've got loads to do today.
and oh yeah,
THANKS MANDA.
FOR PHOTOSHOP AND THE WALLY.
<33

2006-01-01T06:21:00.000-08:00

i l-o-o-v-e the british club.
omgg.
its like so nice lah.
but sadly, i cant try my luck on the jackpots.
haha.
but i will, umm..
4 years later? when im 18.
lol.
oh yeah, i almost forgot.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE.
my dad just got me a laptop!
eeek(:
freakin' nice.
though i dont really like the colour.
its like greyish black.
not grey nor black.
wth. but who cares.
i just got smth tht's in my list.
WHEE(:

2005-12-30T06:21:00.000-08:00

i've got my earhole today.
at last.
my dad got me to wisma b*dazzle.
preety.
but it hurts, though they used the clip thang.
whatever!

okay,
i hate people who rip oth people's code.
i dint know it would ever happen on me,
but it did.
EFFING ):
THANKS TO DELISE!
she caught the user who ripped my codes.
and yes..
theres another person whom i spose did rip my codes..
im not sure about tht yet.
but her codes look effing familar.
GAN JIAYI.
yes YOU.
i dont know if you did rip my code or not.
its not illegal to do so,
but PLEASE credit the person.

2005-12-29T03:53:00.000-08:00

blogger is still BIG.
eww.

im dead beat today.
i can just fall on my bed right now and sleep.
went to safra at changi just now
and bowled.
gosh, i totally suck at it.
i screwed all my turns.
haha.
but who cares, at least i dont get to be the last.
lol.
thn we went arcade-ing.
ohh i just l-o-o-v-e the arcade there.
it has this really FAB machine '' penny falls'' or smth.
really nice i tell you.
its like money(credit) for money(credit).
but it really depends on your luck,
which i had NONE.
eeek.
my cousins were like striking rich lah,
and im like going bankrupt.
):
then we went swimming, which was nice + nice + nice.
but i just hate it when there are lifeguards around.
i cant do what i usually do at my house pool.
no stunts and stuffs, only SWIM.
uhh. but their kiddy pool is so cute lah.
im kinda enjoyed myself in the kiddy pool thn the swimming area.
WHEE(:

2005-12-27T04:45:00.000-08:00

okay.
suddenly, blogger.com became big.
as in all the fonts and stuffs.
i dont know why, either it is my com or smth.

anws, thiis ish sho nort cool lah pls.
all those ii lurbbx euu and stuffs.
EEEW lah.
even my friends are using them.
wth. :/
i dont see whats so good about them at all.
they are making NORMAL english words longer and worst.
gosh, who the hell created all these disgusting words.
eww ew eww :(

2005-12-26T03:15:00.000-08:00

IM PARTYING NOW! (:

2005-12-25T06:19:00.000-08:00

lalala(:
im happy.
got all the christmas presents for the party tmr.
totally fabfab.
just love my dad&mum of course.
but seriously, my dad is more ''open'' to spending money nowadays.
im kinda shocked to see how he spents he's money these days.
he spent like thousands in the last few days and bought a diamond for my mum.
aww..how sweet(:
and even got me loads of clothes.
W-O-W.

okay, so my uncle got a n70 today.
just today.
eeekk.
im damned jealous.
:/
well, actually not.
i love love my v3 as well as i <33 n70.
ha-ha(:
its really nice.
everyone's getting new stuffs everyday.
YAY ME(:

2005-12-21T00:25:00.000-08:00

went swimming with my cousins ytd.
omg i tell you.
we saw someone we shldnt see.
there was like this malay girl who went totally naked.
(*&^%$#@!
we were like wth was she doing
i spose she was only 5 or 6?
she was at the baby pool which was directly in front of us.
one of male cousin was like trying to avoid her
turning his back at her all the time,
but she's like dont care about anth.
psycho i tell you.
:/

now i dont know whr i shld go.
either i go baoyue's chruch musical concert or town with kim and jy.
great, im stuck again.
if i go to the musical, i will not go to town.
damn damn.
but i really need to get the racket back fm kim.
so i guess i'll go to town.
sorry baoyue (:

2005-12-19T01:43:00.000-08:00

just had a christmas party ytd.
cool-ness.
the lucky draw is really nice.
and im lucky too.
won 2 prizes.
haha.
but my aunt won a ipod nano.
(*^&%$@#
but its okay, since its only a 2GB one.
i want a 4GB one. anyone please?
(:

my uncle's coming back frm london soon
and my aunt's coming back fm tokyo soon.
haha.
i'll get something i guess.
and again my lucky cousins,
they just came back fm barcelona and somewhr ytd.
damn, envy!
but still in london.
they have a 1 month christmas holiday.
haha. enjoying great life there
poor me. ><

2005-12-16T23:37:00.000-08:00

this girl is a total pyscho.
seriously.
i got no freakin' idea how she added me in msn and i dint bother to find out.
i dint know she was in my list till today when i came on.
freak, i met a pyscho.
omg, i tell you she is so ()*&^%$#@!
her is zoe, i dont know who the hell she is.
she said tht she's my friend, my classmate to be exact.
i said no, she said she sits behind me in class.
wtf. she is so persistant i tell you.
i told her a million times she added the wrong shannon
she said im a great liar.
oh wells, cant chnge her thinking :/
worst, im from willowbrooks or smth school.
wtf again. where the hell is tht school?
*(^&*%^&$@
again, i said no.
and what i get frm her? LIAR.
freak freak lame ass.
oh wth, her nickname says: zoe weinroth (in somekinda fanciful chacracters) ..no jannet..im not on crack..it could be true.
yes it could be true tht she added the wrong person and thts the FACT.
cant help it.
><
and right at this moment, i get a new contact fm dont know wth is tht person.
saw his/her display pic, its a girl.
:/ nickname is in korean. cant understand it.
and now again, who are you?
he/she said andrew.
wtf, im outtaa here.
and if there are soo many coincidents in this world..

2005-12-15T01:05:00.000-08:00

went to town with my cousins ytd.
i spent loads.
i spent all my money.
haha.
my mum still doesnt know anyth. (:
i still cant find any nice pb for next year.
but my parents are bringing me for holidays.
i spose we are going taipei.
haha, better thn nothing.
but its wierd going at this time
cause time is like running out so soon.
(:
but i still wanna go, cant wait.
its better thn staying at home almost everyday.

christmas is around the corner
just 10 more days.
lalala (:
my mum says shes gonna get presents at takashimaya
cause she LOVES the wrapping very much.
i kinda suggested to her tht we just buy their wrapping and wrap the presents ourselves cause i love wrapping.(:
but i changed my mind. haha.
after seeing those gifts at taka.
yeah it great.
i can ask her to get me those stuffs tht i want too.
she dint really gave me a birthday present.
haha (:

2005-12-11T20:05:00.000-08:00

im so jealous of my cousins.
only 5 and they get to travel around europe.
they'v been to germany, holland, spain, puerto rico, venezuela, etc&loads more.
dammit.
GLOBETROTTING.
it has been on my mind for years.
:(
and i spose i can only go trotting after 10 more years or maybe not,
hhaha.
but first, i need someone to sponser.
((:
my daddy&mummy would gladly do the job for me.
so done.
thn i need someone to accompany me.
i dont want one whole lot of people going with me.
just 2 or 3 (:
and done.
but for now,
i can only be dreaming.
lalalala(:

2005-12-10T05:24:00.000-08:00

my finger got a minor cut.
it still hurts.
but my blood is orangy-red.
lol.
(:
i dint know tht until it bleed.
haha.
its great to be orange.
and its still bleeding now.
im typing with all my fingers cept for my left index finger.
ouch.
cant move it too much or i'll scream.
haha.
still cant get use to my pink razr v3
though it has been 5 days already.
lol. (:
i need more time.
its so so different from t610.
miles and miles and tonnes and tonnes of difference.
yes, tht's sarcarsm.
((:

2005-12-08T01:19:00.000-08:00

5 really really stupid and random facts about me;
one;
i cry myself to sleep almost every other night.
two;
i spell out those stuffs tht i hate and spew bad words at them.
three;
whatever scene i dream of, will come true. (tht's bad)
four;
i get really frustrated at my hair cause it grows very slowly.
five;
many people look at me wierdly whenever i walk past them.
totally wierd.
(:
next five person to give these random facts about themselves: PEGGY, KIM, BAOYUE, XINGJUAN, JIAYI ((:

thanks to amanda for this really really wierd ''game''. ((:

2005-12-05T23:48:00.000-08:00

okay.
im home alone again.
wth.
my bro went to chalet and wont be back till thursday.
how good is tht.
i get to hog the computer 24 hrs a day.
hah. hes gonna get jealous cause he wont get to play his warcraft.
i cant see anth nice in tht game.
those monsters look wierd or shld i say gothic.
seriously, he plays tht game 6 hours a day
i wont be surprised if he ever gets sick because of tht game.
:)
anws, i cant wait.
im getting my v3 today.
hawtness (:
haha. its hot in pink.
so no more dreaming of n70
~~nokia n70~~

2005-12-03T19:38:00.001-08:00

once again im home alone.
8 people went out leaving me.
how cool is tht?
tskk.
but at least i have my dearest computer with me
and my paint shop pro.
(:
well im getting a pink razor v3
wheeee!
HAWTNESS! (:
haha.
but it seems tht its really very width-y though its REAL slim.
im bored.
my cousins went hiking at bukit timah hill without calling me.
i guess they have been hiking for hours.
havent been back till now. lol.
and i haven have any nice clothings tht i can wear to my granddad's dinner TONIGHT.
:((
i doubt i can have the chance to shop for clothes this afternoon.
worst of all,
i haven been really going shopping for ages.
):
how bad is tht?
getting stucked at home doing nothing the whole day.
my tution's gonna resume on tuesday.
and freakin hell,
i guessed i forgotten all about maths
and maths and maths.
algebra and friends
I HATE THEM.
my brain has been school-free for a month
and now its gonna be 'badly' polluted again.
:/
im still waiting for my v3.

2005-12-03T19:38:00.000-08:00

hmm.
once again im home alone.
8 people went out leaving me.
how cool is tht?
tskk.
but at least i have my dearest computer with me
and my paint shop pro.
(:
well im getting a pink razor v3
wheeee!
HAWTNESS! (:
haha.
but it seems tht its really very width-y though its REAL slim.
im bored.
my cousins went hiking at bukit timah hill without calling me.
i guess they have been hiking for hours.
havent been back till now. lol.
and i haven have any nice clothings tht i can wear to my granddad's dinner TONIGHT.
:((
i doubt i can have the chance to shop for clothes this afternoon.
worst of all,
i haven been really going shopping for ages.
):
how bad is tht?
getting stucked at home doing nothing the whole day.
my tution's gonna resume on tuesday.
and freakin hell,
i guessed i forgotten all about maths
and maths and maths.
algebra and friends
I HATE THEM.
my brain has been school-free for a month
and now its gonna be 'badly' polluted again.
:/
im still waiting for my v3.

2005-12-03T06:48:00.000-08:00

okay.
at last i've got news on my new phone.
yes
i still have to wait.
yet another longing wait till tuesday thn i'll get my razor v3.
wheeeee! :D
alas. after waiting for mths.
i shld have got a new phone in nov
but i dont understand how my brother got to chnge his phone before me
using my contract.
boo :((

anws, i've got my phone and yeah
im happy with tht.
lalalala ((:

2005-11-30T00:03:00.000-08:00

seriously, i hate people who down rate peoples' skin.
and now, i met tht person, a girl.
i dont wanna mention her name.
but its really irritating.
cause shes like trying to sound as if shes very professional
when shes not.
how i wish she could stop being soo annoying,
giving unwanted comments on skins everywhere she go.
but i shall not be so mean.
:))
since she loves unwanted comemmting so much.
thn let her be
i dont care.
just leave my skins alone.
if this post ever offended anyone..
sorry then.
haha.

my cousins are done moving!
ohhlala (:
im gonna be real busy
helping them pack and stuffs.
but i guess they can manage it themselves.
haha.
im not an extra for your info
cause the more the merrier.
hahaha.
best of all, i get to see em almost everyday.
at least its better thn seeing nobody. lol
after all these stuffs its december.
uh, its seems tht i've wasted my november.
other thn getting 1 year older
i spose almost everything else i did is meaningless
which means i spent my november MEANINGLESSLY.
:(
i shall plan my time wisely fm tmr onwards.
but i guess its only for a short time tht i will follow whatever i plan
cause i'll be stucked to the computer still.
:))

2005-11-28T23:37:00.000-08:00

i love my skins.
I LOVE MY SKINS.
i love my skins.
i love my skins.
i love my skins.
I LOVE MY SKINS.
i love my skins.
:))

2005-11-26T22:33:00.000-08:00

im still stucked at home.
b-o-r-e-d.
thts the only thing my mind can spell out.
:(
and i only have 12 more days to the end of my paint shop pro trial.
EEEEKK.
i dun wanna it to end.
cause its like i'll have nothing to do on the com.
done with photoshop trial and now paint shop pro's gonna end.
blah.
saddened.
but its okay
cause my cousin's moving soon
and theres one more new neighbour.
lalalala :)
just did a skin for my brother.
yess,
he wanted a blog long ago.
so i decided to be a kind soul and make a skin for him.
manchester united.
well guys love those stuffs tht girls wont love.
:/
thts the reason why i cant get along with my brother.
how nice is it if i have a baby sis..
i can dress her up like a doll.
HAHAHA.
im dreaming again, my brother + me = chaos.
WORST, my brother + me + baby sis = world war III.
whatever.
dreaming is nice too.
im gonna be soo sick of staying at home.
no dance lessons today,
99.9% i wont get to go out.
BOO :(
but theres a pathetic 0.01% chance left.
EEEEEEE :/
im gonna enjoy my last 12 days with paint shop pro.
and give me till the end of next year.
i shld be able to get photoshop or paint shop pro.
i'll be waiting to see if i've have tht chance.
:)

2005-11-24T00:58:00.000-08:00

LALALALA :)
im addicted
to making pictures by brushes.
yes, something like the one up there.
preety isnt it? x))
dont mind the uber-big words across the picture.
its copyright, duh.
and im soo gonna get paint shop pro
or maybe photoshop.
thn i can make moooore pictures everyday.
sweet!
:))
superduperubernice. ><

2005-11-23T01:21:00.000-08:00

just finished my medi and pedi.
im not as lucky as amanda,
getting mediandpedi services.
tskk.
but at least i got them done.
and now, preety. x))
i've got lotsaa stuffs to do
but i still cant find any chance to go out.
:((
so i can only WAIT.
and i hate waiting bcause the more you wait the more u wanna get those stuffs.
argh!!
im gonna splurge when i get to go out
cause it like ages since i last went out.
now i miss going to town.

moo-LAH.

2005-11-22T01:24:00.000-08:00

mad mad mad.
my picture cant show!!
my picture = my skin.
!!!
this is soo annoying.
the picture is not over bandwidth limit
so why can it just work?
damn !$#%@&*(@
now this is getting soo out of hand
i made a new picture/skin for my blog
and now it cant work.
:((
can anyone help?
tell me why it cant work?
or is the problem with photobucket which i really dont know.
photobucket seemed fine when i was using it days ago.
:/
screwed.WHATEVER
this blog shall live on with no picture!
tskk.

moo-lah!

2005-11-21T23:17:00.000-08:00

firstly,
i dint know i have loads of wallets.
okay..mayb i do have
but theres nothings wrong with tht.
yes yes yes..
i change my wallet too frequent,
but i cant help it.
secondly,
i cant control myself when i see preety things
either im desperate for it (like how despo am is to see adam);
or i'll get it.
you see, im not the kind who will splurge on stuffs tht are NOT nesscesary
but definately on those small little things.

amanda; if you are reading this by any chance,
get me something.
hahaa.AND
i dont have THAT much wallets.
((:

2005-11-19T15:05:00.000-08:00

as usual im dead at home
mayb not DEAD yet but half dead.
i wanna do lotsa stuffs!
LOADS.
get new clothes;
bags&accesories;
do hair makeover;
pierce my earhole;
buy more vcds&mags;
umm and more!
:))
one fine day im gonna get all of em done
and of course, i cant leave out my girlfriends!

but first i need to get stocked up on cash.
lalallaa
im soo on a smooth cash flow,
with the help of my cousins
and some flourbuttereggssugar.
SWEEET!
:P

2005-11-17T13:05:00.000-08:00

surprisingly
i got some nice brushes
and made this skin of mine tht im using.
for me its something to be proud of.
x))
having to be soo pathetic at making skins,
i couldnt get any happier for myself tht i made this.
well, credit goes to my brain.
:))
this isnt something VERY nice, I KNOW.
but at least i made my 1st ever skin by brushes.
awww..
but there's still a long way if i wanna get the skin of the day.
if i ever were to get tht title,
much more things would have happened before it;
get either photoshop or paint shop pro;
get more preeety brushes;
learn how to use em WELL;
and loads more.
:/

2005-11-15T04:45:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAPI!
:)))

2005-11-14T16:30:00.000-08:00

uh my gawd.
i dont know what had happened to nowadays.
i dreamt of something..
something really really sweeet.
but its too sweet to be true.

and its good to get back to reality
too much dreaming isnt good.
SO SNAP OUT OF IT SHANNON.
:((

anyways, i think my brain has grown over the night.
the night of my birthday.
i cant stop making blogskins.
make like 3 - 4 a day.
is tht good or bad?
:/
whatever!
someday im gonna make preeety brushes;
and be the skin of the day (dream on) .
CHECK THIS OUT

2005-11-12T14:10:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!
he's 15.
and i wish he could be more mature;
i wish i wish he could..
stop being childish;
get his mind on the right track;
differentiate between whats right and whats not;
do well in his O level next year;
get a girlfriend tht is fierce enough to shut him up;
stop saying me when i spent money;
stop dreaming about getting a pool table;
learn his sports well and dont chnge every 2 weeks;
stop doing weights and showing off his muscles;
stop being unreasonable;
stop being hot tempered.
:))
and if any of em would to come true..
well, it would be great.
i'll be too happy for him.

2005-11-10T14:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF.
:))
thanks guys for all your presents and wishes!
i loove em!
anws kim, i know the reek of chlorine is bad
i have it too!
in my hair..
:/
and PEGGY,
where's my bag?
i know u wont disappoint me and you better not.
=))
we'll get it one fine day together then.

2005-11-08T14:00:00.000-08:00

1 more day
finally its my turn
after waiting for 1 year.
haha.
:))
damn cant wait for tmr's party!
but sadly im stuck at home now..
at least i got PAINT PRO to accompany me all the way.
well yeah, paint pro is kindaa better thn photoshop
umm mayb not,
they are on par.
=))
whatever, i just want any of them.
photoshop or paint pro?
:/
im gonna do a checklist
if i haven bought anythang for the party tmr;
CHECKLIST;
1. buy loads of junk food and drinks
2. get balloons ready (water balloons)
3. order kfc and pizza hut
4. confirm whose coming and whose not
umm a short one.
i thought there were more things to do..
well since there are none thn im almost done.
still left with 4.
:))
approximately 10 more hours to nov 9!
=DDD

2005-11-05T21:45:00.000-08:00

uhh havent been updating for the past days.
im kinda lazy to update now..
its like one update in like 3 days
whereas i update like almost everyday last time.
:/
things couldnt get any worser.
i screwed up those dance steps!!!
EEEEKK.
im like stoning thru the whole dance lesson.
:((
but i'll practise everyday until i can get em right.
my brain did it right;
but my hands and legs just cant follow whats given by my brain!!
mayb i need some tonics
umm..or just some REST.
WHATEVER.
i'll try my best not to throw my face again next week.
BLESS ME!!
=DDD
anw, im stuck,
STILL i cant decide what kinda of parrtyy i want for my birthday!!
issit chalet? sleepover? poolside? or at home?!?!?!
damn.
any good souls out there
who just happened to pass by my blog and read this post;;
pls donate some ideas to me, and my brain.
thank you soo much.
:)))

-----------------------------------------

NOW,

approximately 99 hours and 15 mins to my birthday.

=))

damn.

i cant wait;

im getting soo impatient!!

EEEEKK!!

i hate counting down; i hate waiting

but i just cant help it!!

:)))))))))

2005-11-02T15:25:00.000-08:00

umm..
havent been updating for the past few days.
well im busy yet bored.
busy doing household chores; damn.
my maid aint back yet
so everyone gotta do some chores here and there.
kindaa grounded now
my dad dont welcome the idea of me going out.
but im sure he will soon.
and yeah; its my birthday soon.
so friends umm.. HINT HINT*
:))
just hope everythings well for the next 2 weeks.
but im down with headache, damn!
:((
anw im stuck, dont know what to do.
having a BBQ party on sat as well as my dance class.
uhh, i dont wanna miss any classes cause i just got started
and neither do i wanna cancel or postpone the BBQ party.

2005-10-29T13:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANO!
okay; 281005
went town with am
she was late as usual.
((:
went to heeren to get my present
but sadly dint get any
cause nothings nice.
there was this 2 jap guys
well; we assume they were jap.
wherever we went; we'll meet them.
am was thinking if they were following us.
but of course they were not.
surprisely, met them again at cine
had spaghetti at pastamania;
am went cheese-crazy as usual.
im sure those people there hated her soo much.
its their loss.
:))
thn headed to stadium cause she was soo despo for a bball shoe.
in the end she got it at addidas.
our legs were sore-aching.
:((
still, we headed to wisma to get presents.
am and i got ourselves a wallet each and also for jy's birthday.
thn went to pacific plaza;
i dint notice tht it was already 6.
peak hour; so damn getting home is a problem.
and my dad's already rushing me to get home.
hes really vee angry from what i heard.
got noth at pacific but am got a tee.
seeing tht e cab queue was efffing long;
its useless to wait there.
at tht time; we were soo lost.
i just wished a car would hit me and send me to e hospital.
so everything would end.
obviously it dint happened
still managed to take a bus home and got home at 7.
:))

2005-10-26T15:55:00.000-07:00

last day of school tmr
damn, i cant wait for school to be over.
thn i can have long sleeps.
:))

so many things i wanna do, but i cant.
i wanna go on shopping spree with my girlfriends;
watch movies with everyone i know;
have a class chalet;
have a halloweeen parrtty;
spend every single cent i have on preeety stuffs;
get to london and visit my aunt
and so many more..
so many things; so little time.
:((
ohh great;
i think im gonna die with regrets.

but first; TO-DO-LIST!
; finish reading all my mags
; get more VCDs
; finish all the books tht i've bought
; get rid of all those stuffs tht are useless
; do some cleaning for my room
; shop for clothes and accesories
; find ways of persuading my dad to get my an ipod
; get started learning new dance
; help my cousin with decorations for her new house
; get birthday presents for people
and enjoy myself throughout the holidays
umm yeah
all tht stuffs to do.
wish me luck!
:))

2005-10-24T17:30:00.000-07:00

this post is gonna be real short.
um yeah.
dedicating this post to wc.
WANCHEE <3 KAUNG PYEI MAW.
shocking eh?
but its ''true''.
if wc is ever reading this post;
no offence!
:))
its just for fun laughter peace and joy.
yeah.
for e sake of FUN.
dont take it too seriously.
:))

2005-10-23T12:20:00.000-07:00

ytd was fun at first.
but not until we left recreation centre.
really really not fun.
and yeah..
happily went to town with kim and jy
am joined later.
thn strolled around heeren.
am got herself a pair of addidas shoes.
MISSY ELLIOT "RESPECT ME''.
=))
i admit its preeety.
but the price was a lil' over
for me not her.
we got bored at heeren and went over to cine
which was even worst.
arcade was flooded with youngsters
and we felt ''unsecure''.
okay mayb a lil' sensitive
but its always safer tht way.
thn we cabbed to west coast recreation
and had few games of bowling.
PREETY NAMES WE HAD;
PLAY FAIR; PLAY SEX; PLAY SAFE; PLAY GIRL.
x)
am was hungry for mags
so we decided to head for holland v.
tht's when things started to go really really wrong.
we couldnt get any cabs as most of em are changing shifts.
thinking tht all the buses at the bus stop heads for clementi.
we happily hopped on to 198.
yeah.
but e bus dint turn to clementi.
instead it went to jurong.
terrified :((
we got off the bus at a deserted bus stop
and called for a cab to holland v.
bad experience.
okay.
i swear i wont take anymore buses tht i hv nv took before.
damn..
and oh yeah.
thanks kim!
:))

2005-10-21T16:00:00.000-07:00

my memory failed me again.
this time is really bad.
today is my mum's birthday.
yeah. 21 oct.
and 24th is my dad's.
i actually got them mixed up.
my brain accessed wrong infomation
my mum's bday is 24
my dad's 21.
and i almost wished my dad happy birthday
without wishing my mum.
:((
im feeling soo stupid now.
havent got presents for my parents.
only got them cards.
so i have to get em tmr.
:))
(races to the wall and knocks the head).

2005-10-20T14:20:00.000-07:00

ohhhLALA.
just got back all my results
and it turned out to be great.
everything falls into place.
:))
just soo glad tht i still managed to remain in top 10 of class.
well i got promoted!
fm a UGLY 9 to 5.
which was just 3 marks away fm 4th..
saddened.
and i actually grabbed the 10th for level.
oh yeah
tht leads to some celebration.
lalalaalla
all my worries are just extras
now tht i've gotten everything tht i should get.
im happy.
((((:

2005-10-19T21:50:00.000-07:00

i started out like anyone else on the streets.
i was like a total blog idiot.
i used the templates provided;
and dint know a single crap bout html, linking and stuffs.

appears tht i've grown!
with my blog.
even though this is my first blog.
i've learn loads;
like linking and blah blahs.
and i suceeded in making my own blogskins!
OHMYGAWD.

just how much i've learn;
and one thing..
i dont attend computer lessons.
and making blogskins may become my forte
cause its like soo preety.
but i just have to learn photoshoppe.
i gotta learn how to do those preeety brushes;
pictures;
and those beautiful effects.
AWWW.
im sooo jealous of those people who can do tht.
well.
soomeday i will do tht too.
thn people will get jealous.
:))
im happy;
this whole thing's my achievement.

2005-10-18T15:45:00.000-07:00

man;
school today was totally horrible.
got back english;maths;chinese;chem;art;history.
6 subjects enough to kill me.
exactly.
65 for english;b3
79 for maths;a1 which really was shocking
and tht leads me to INCENTIVE which my tutor will reward me with.
:))) $$
71 for chinese which i really deproved veeee badly.
88 for history which was not very well done.
48/70 for chem total failure in tht.
its always my science.
pull my avg. down down.
:((
80 for art; veee unexpected.
cause my drawing was sort of 'childish'.
easter eggs. 0oO0oOO0o
yepps.
thts all for today.
but its okay as long as i dont get any Cs or B4s.
:))
thn i will be happy.

2005-10-16T15:05:00.000-07:00

bllahwawaa.
im sooo ''raw'' today.
its like im just got away from something.
im soo having tht feeling.
its raining cats and dogs now.
everywhere;
even the little islands around singapore tht i went.
:((
how the hell am i to go sentosa tmr.
BUT IM SOOOO THERE!
if i can.
its a high possibility tht i cant.
my mum had a stupid response ''CRAZY''.
damn.
how can she say tht.
its sooo over for exams and i shld be parrtyyy-ing.
=DDDD
yeahblahblahllalaa.
nex wweek is worst.
results.
how bad can tht be?
i may just get Bs and no As.
which is superbb bad.
i know my science would be screwed.
as well as my maths i guess.
mayb i wont do tht badly
but ace-ing it is really really tough for me.
thn my tutor will tink im hopeless;
my parents will tink tht im not working hard enough;
my brother will say tht my maths is C.M.I.
C.M.I.; cannot make it.
thn fullstopppp. i dont hv a chance to prove myself tht my maths is C.M.I.
this time C.M.I.; can make it.
:((

blabberrs`

2005-10-14T21:30:00.000-07:00

blalalalla.
today was sucha a SORE day.
man, my hands and legs are soooo sore.
my hands; art exam.
i had to colour soo much.
till i went crazy.
but i hope its nice enough to ace.
:D
thn me, am, kim and sano went to town.
peggs and friends went to.
to celebrate grace's bday.
so we met at sakae.
cause am need to get her hair cut and sano gotta fix her nano.
we were like sooo effing hungry waiting for am and sano!
we = kim and me.
:))
thn headed to heeren.
had sakae as usual.
but sano stole my egg omelette!
so no eggs today.
:((
walked around window shopping..
till am got 2 pairs of shoes.
for ahem and ahem.
not to mention their names;
or i'll be cursed and sweared.
RIGHT AM?
=D
she spent like 200++ on those wad u all preety shoes.
haha.
they are nice.
but its not my type.
:p
caught ''goal'' at cine.
its wass sooo fabulous.
anyone who haven watched it yet;
you cannot afford to miss it.
its two thumbs-up!!
:))

2005-10-13T12:30:00.000-07:00

STARLIE <3s>

XIAO XIAO <3s>

:))

2005-10-12T13:10:00.000-07:00

5 papers are over.
aint tht great?
left with 2 more papers.
dnt ;art.
:))
i havent learnt a single thing bout dnt.
congratulations shannon.
u can prepare to fail.

okay, i really really screwed my science today.
i forgot everything bout physics.
looking at tht question which i have done last semester
exactly the same thing;
and yet i cant do it.
simple.
i forget those formulas.
:((
tht stupid question costs me a effing- 10 marks
but i guess i will still get 2 marks minimum.
:/
right now,
i feel like doing something.
but i dont know whats tht 'something'.
im empty in my brain.

afte waiting for 10 months,
my birthday is here.
okay,
amanda wants a orange crumpler for her birthday;
which i'll consider sharing it with tons of people.
kim wants also a crumpler.
right kim?
:))
my brother wants a pool table;
totally impossible for me to get him one.
cause it costs thousands.
thn my mum wants tht veee big teddy bear;
a teddy bear tht is 160 cm tall;
costs 200 bucks.
never seeen it before right?
its taller thn me.
and i hate it.
all my bears all short;small
none of em is taller thn me.
it makes me feel short.
(im only 155) :((
i have what i want too.
vee simple.
just sponser me with money
and tht's it.
im goin on a shopping spree!
halallalala
or mayb some oth things.
*HINTS HINTS*
hinting to PEGGY GOH KAN BEI.
''GET SOMETHING GOOD'' :))
i know she will.
RIGHT PEGGY?
=P

2005-10-10T13:20:00.000-07:00

its dying.
my pet fish is dying.
:(
sadd.
i've seen it grown for years.
from the size of my palm to my face.
now its gonna bid goodbye.
:'(
it seems soo tough to live in tht small place.
trying soo hard to move but it cant.
the only thing thts moving is its fins.
only one side of its fins.
ohh man.
i wanna cry.
:((
its just soo sudden.
though its only a small lil' life
but its been thru sooo much.
now, its time for it to go.
hmm.
i cant bear to see it in e bin.
shld i give it a proper burial.
sounds stupiid.
and i dont even know how to do so.
urggh!
my mind is sooo empty.
i wanna do it but i cant
cause i dont know how.
:((

2005-10-09T15:30:00.000-07:00

uh damn.
everyones mugging soo hard for the EOYs.
but im just slacking.
went out again ytd and just now.
how e hell am i gonna study.
mann.
i just hate it.
i cant study!!
:((
soo tense..
and im like with tht "wadeverr" att.
damn!
:/
oh yea.
found out peggy's cheeeena name.
yays!!
its PEGGY GOH PEI QI.
hahahha.
so cute.
sounds like direct translation fm PEGGY to PEIQI.
haallaa.
:))

if i dont blog now;
i doubt i'll have e chance to blog next week.
im gonna mugg for e EOYs.
sad.
its like soo tough.
maths;history;science..
my worst fears.
:((
but i <3 art and dnt!!
hahahs
my aim.
IM GONNA ACHIEVE IT.
and i will.
:))
happy mugging!

2005-10-08T12:50:00.000-07:00

damn.
im gonna find out peggy's cheeena name soon
before she insults mine again.
stuupiid peggggy.
:))

2005-10-07T16:45:00.000-07:00

LALA.
days past;
thn weeks;
thn months.
FRAME COMPLETED.
thts good news.
cause we have been doing tht for e past months.
:))
now everythings over.
happy over.
which means i have to concentrate on my EOYS.
5 more papers to go..
im afraid tht i might screw my maths and science.
and screw my aim as well.
its simple.
get As; and no Cs.
im happy with tht.
at least give me a b3.
no Cs.
thts e most important thing.
means tht i have to work doubly hard.
well i guess so.
:((

afte everything is over.
exams;
im gonna par-r-r-t-y-y-y!
which means tht im not gonna be at home for most of e time.
even if i were to be
i'll not touch my books.
just dump em one side;
let it collect dust and have a breath.
:))
great.
time sure does flies.
but i cant wait till exam finishes.
how good it would be if i could turn time.
NO WAR; JUST PEACE.
nothing bad would have happened.
not to mention natural disasters.
its sad; very sad.
and everything would be fine.
everyone would be living happily ever after..
how i wish-

2005-10-05T21:50:00.000-07:00

colour matters; colour matters; colour makes your day!
okay.
thats a qoute fm a ad.
sounds stupid but true.
I LIKE IT.
:))

PEGGY IS CUTE!
i meant her hair is CUTE.
thanks to charmaine;
shes really a good hairdresser.
:))
pegsy bribed ms chong;
she wont get 18/20 if she dint bribed her.
or mayb it was her hair.
ms chong <3s>
lol.kidding.
xP

stayed back for dnt again.
but we accomplished something today!
we completed e combine thingy for our project.
oh yeahh ohh yeah.
aint tht great?
afte staying back everyday for e past 2 weeks;
EVERYTHINGS FINALLY OVER!
but we still have to stay for ONE last time tmr.
cuz i almost screwed my frame.
:((
it sucks.
i hate it now.
its effing- ugly.
but who cares.
just make sure i pass.
thts important.
everyone cares.
:/

______________________

its sad.

why cant you look at the way i look at you?

we walk past each other almost everyday.

im trying to get a glimpse of you

but you are just back facing me.

walking past me assive i dont exist at all

but im just beside you.

still breathing and alive

right beside; behind; in front

everywhere near you.

but you dont show any care.

it hurts

everytime i see you;

you dont see me.

i walk past you again and again

but nothing seems to go right.

you never see me.

but i do.

i will always see you;

now and then.

always i will.

2005-10-04T16:10:00.000-07:00

gosh.
you love photoshop dont you.
madly deeply in love.
its just fan-taz-tic
though im not very goood at using it..
but admiring what other people do with it is goooood enough.
its PREEETY okay.
i did some too
but not THAT nice.
duhh

2005-10-04T16:00:00.000-07:00

2005-10-04T13:35:00.000-07:00

2 down.
chinese EOY today
compo was okay.
i guess i dint screw it.
but paper 2 was bad.
i almost fell asleep while doing it.
not tht e paper was too boring
but its soo nice to sleep just now.
;))
so 5 more to go.
and history is coming too soon!!
i haven started revising it.
its like 12 structured..
2hr paper.
i hate it when theres a 2hr paper.
:/

_______________________

kimberly has a new nickname;
not kimberlaloo;
but JIMBERLY.
:))
she says she loves names tht starts with 'J'
so she created JIMBERLY for herself.
sounds a lil wierd and stupiid.
haha.
jimberly; jimberly.

2005-10-03T14:30:00.000-07:00

yays!
english EOY is finally over.
but theres still like 6 more subjects to go.
i know i'll screw my english
and well..
i did.
i screwed my compo.
it was badly done i guess.
i cant seem to understand any topic well.
well enough for me to write 2 pages.
cause i only wrote like 1 1/2 pages.
and its already 400 words.
word limit is 250-300
i knew it.
SCREWED :/
and its like soo okay for paper 2.
grammar cloze was easier thn i expected.
i thought it would be tht diff
in tht sense tht i couldnt think of any words to fill in e blank.
but e summary was like bomabastic!
i totally have no idea wad to write
actually i dun even undersatnd wad they want.
:((
surely screwed.
and there goes my presents...
and my holiday in bali!
another bombing.
:((
sadly its bali again.
why cant those freakin people do something more meaningful thn suiciding?
must they end their life with others?
even if they really soo desperate bout suiciding
they dont have to use bombing.
it isnt fun to bomb urself is it?
do those people feel excitement out of bombing themselves?
:'(
now they cause soo much sorrows..
killing soo many innocent people..
dont they have anything else better to do..
and now,
i cant get to go bali.
its gone again.
all those stuffs;
bags;
clothes;
shoes;
goner.
xxx
:((

2005-10-01T22:05:00.000-07:00

you suck up the whole world.
you act like a total bitch.
you think you've won? no.
your the biggest loser.

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY
children's day today
how i miss e years in pei hwa
where we had celebration.
it all seems like yesterday..
its fun-a-licious
and i guess i'll never forget it.
actually i shld get children's day present;
holiday;
and wadever children gets on children's day.
cuz im still a 'children'
simple.
MY BIRTHDAY'S NOT OVER YET.
so im still 12.
but people thinks the other way.
they think by school levels.
sec ones are no more children..
once they leave p school
no more children's day..
:((
its soo not fair.
why do e p school students get youth day too?
who cares.

________________________

sometimes i wonder..
how come some people get soo much freedom.
they get to go out everyday
even when exams are just round e corner
go everywhere they want
without a single care.
and how come they dun get nagged at all.
its so not fair.
i get nagged at everything i do.
even when i know wads e outcome.
i cant have my own decisions.
sometimes i really hate home.
its supposed to be a very nice place
where theres no troubles
and everything is done not against you
but by you.
but it turned out to be hell.
its like someone who has emotional chacacter.
when hes happy,
everyone is happy.
but when hes not,
everythings screwed up.
i just hate e way things happen.

when i grow up
i will get all e freedom;
i will do all e things i wanna do;
and go to e places tht i wanna go;
and not to be controlled.
and i'll be happy.

x

2005-09-30T21:10:00.000-07:00

my blog rotted.
i know it stinks.
u cant blame me for tht.
cause my com is like e worst com anyone could ever find.
its in a verrry bad condition.
broke down twice in like 2 months.
can u like imagine hows life without it?
its not like i'll die.
but i could
cuz im bored.
:/

e EOY's are coming.
and i mean it.
next monday.
englishh.
which is like just 3 days away.
ohh man
im still like slacking
everythings cuz of dnt.
tht stupid photo frame
its like i can never finish doing it
not now;
and never will i.
at least i did e decos.
which is like soo UGLY.
i regretted dooing tht.
:((
and i guess im gonna fail badly.
uhuhuhuh ohohoh.
i thought i can make look nice.
but it dint turn out to be wad i want.
nvm

went to mandeee's house
did my decos.
painted it with my hands.
MAGICAL FINGERS.
officially founded by harumi kitano on e 30th of september 2005.
(i cant remember e time).
=))
magical fingers= able to paint with ur fingers.
and it must turn out nicely;
and neat, not dirty.
lalala
now im starting to get boring blogging
but i guess i'll still continue..

2005-09-21T14:30:00.000-07:00

haha.
i dint flunk my dnt test in e end.
i got 18/20!!
kind of unexpected but it happened.
i thought all my answer was shittish'
xD
and my maths test too.
i know tht its overr.
all over.
im gonna fail it BADLY.
:))
just hope for e best!
school was soo nice today
yess
wednesday is e best!
every subject is sooo to my favour.
art; PE; chem; eng; chinese.
hahaha.
i just looove em!!
and PE was a lil boring.
we had volleyball
i was new to it though.
but i guess i could still 'dig' e ball in an acceptable way.
i hate the way mdm resennah groups us.
its like sooo unfair.
we had 7 ppl in e grp and only like 5 in e oths.
i had barely touched e ball untill she called for us to split.
and thts gre8.

so im like soo tired now.
wanted to stay for dnt
but no one wanted to.
and i'll be dead if i dun complete e photo frame by monday
which is e due date.
my project will be pulling my theory dwnn..
and thn if worse comes to worst..
i'll fail.
:((

2005-09-19T17:20:00.000-07:00

goshh.
i knew i'll flunk my maths and dnt test.
and i did.
damn.
i studied.
yeah.
mayb not enough to let me pass e paper.
:((
which is bad.
its counted in e final year.
man.
i dun wanna fail anyth.
or shld i say deprove.
okay.
so jiayi said she wanna make a new blog
and i know tht i will not last for long.
just like her old one.
hhmmm
bout few weeks?
thn it'll rot.
i guess
and my guesses are almost correct or not correct.
yeah
i know.
i seldom hv wrong guesses.
except in exams.
cant help it.
its 2 different things.
=D

2005-09-18T15:10:00.000-07:00

hulla.
:))
i dont know whr tht came fm but i twisted it fm 'hello'.
okay anyways
ytd
went to amanda's hse
supposed to go at 11
but i went dere at 12
yess
she wanted MORE SLEEP.
wad a PIG.
hahha
i was soo omg
carried e mrs tye thingy all e way to her hse.
I WALKED THERE.
and e board was like flapping all e way there.
damn!
thn we slacked.
dint do anyth to e board till bout 3.
haha
am was like wanting to make blogskins.
so we did.
we stole oth ppl's code.
but hey,
we credited em okay.
:))
thn i went home
leaving e board with am.
=)
and oh yea.
i gotta collect money fm e class on mon.
$$

2005-09-16T05:20:00.000-07:00

yess.

isnt tht beautiful.

DAMN.

ITS GOOOD.

mrs tye; little servio; mr tye.

SWEET!

seriously.

we did it within 2 hrs.

it was out of my expectations.

haha.

i thought we couldnt finish it by today.

its 10o% hand-made.

yeah

there's no face

cuz its for amanda to fill it in.

:))

okay

so we rawk.

and we decided to start e class fund on monday.

i know its like a lil' too late to do so

but at least we started.

runn--

2005-09-14T16:10:00.000-07:00

gosh.
im having a really bad headache.
mayb i had too much sun during PE.
damn.
it hurts aloot.
:((
anyways
just finished my 5th skin!
yays!
but im still despo for photoshop!
can anyone get me one?
im seriously despo.
:((
PAIN!
uh.

2005-09-11T12:10:00.000-07:00

okay.
i totally bored myself out for e last 2 days.
which was not as bad as i thought.
100905
i met up with my cousin at e library to return books.
seriously
i dint even finish reading any books tht i borrowed.
and yeah
dint even started reading e 2nd book.
just 1/4 way through e first.
i know.
tht's like stupiid.
cant help it too.
i dint know books were tht 'tempting'.
;))
afte library
went to arcade.
i felt bad.
its a long time since i went to e arcade.
and i realised tht i sucked aloot at e game which i 'rawked' aloot last time.
which was like 1 year ago.
i was like soo lousy
kept losing.
thn i surrended.
actually not really.
cuz my cousin wasnt good at all.
its just tht i SUCKED aloot.
:((
thn i cabbed home.
yeah
its like a waste of money.
it was about e same time taken to go home
if i were to take e mrt.
but i was lazy
still..
i hate it when no one accompanies me.
so im soo not independent.
:((((
it was not long till dinner.
my dad's not back yet
and my bro went out.
so it was left with my mum and me.
we dint know wad to have for dinner
so we went to cold storage and shoppe for groceries.
i know tht sounds stupiid.
shopping for groceries in e evening..
and thn we got a honey-baked chicken;
some sushi and tht's it.
my dinner.
xD

2005-09-09T16:55:00.000-07:00

yay!
i l-o-o-o-o-v-e chicken mushroom piie!!
*burr-p*
xD
and ohh ya.
im B-0-0-O-R-E-D.
:((
tatahs!

2005-09-08T10:00:00.000-07:00

awww man..
my dad's leaving for holiday again.
gonna miss him.
=((
so im stucked at home again.
all i hv is tv and computer.
very bad.
one fine day im gonna rot.
><
anyways
i feel like goin out..
thinkin bout it again
it seems tht ive' spent loads of money these few days.
its like $300++
im like soo dead.
my parents dun even know.
:p
so its like 'secretly'.
soo stupiid huh?
now im lost.
i dontt know wad to type.
so im gonna end here.
seee`ya
:))

2005-09-06T16:30:00.000-07:00

IM TIRED.
had to go to school early in e morning today.
and yess.
its MATHS LESSONS.
!@ #%^&*
so we ended really early; 9am
its like only 1 hr.
cuz e sec 4N are having their N-level.
so we went to town.
we = am, kim and me.
since we are tht early
we decided to take bus to town.
=))
reached dere at bout 10.
pegster went too.
got movie tix for 'valiant'.
it was 10.45 seating.
walked around cine to waste time.
had a lil' burger king
and thn went in.
valiant was okay though i felt a lil sleepy.
IT WAS NICE TO SLEEP.
NOT THT E MOVIE WAS NOT INTERESTING.
afte e movie.
went to heeren.
and im getting bored dere!
as usual..
we took neos;
window shopping;
and sakae!
this time WAS SPECIAL
amanda dint treat.
so we paid for our own fare.
:((
thn we went to erm..
wisma!
i wanted to pierce my ear hole
but my mum dint wan me to do so.
and my dad was like soo over protective.
he insisted tht i gotta go to a doc to pierce.
omg
i was like " i dint know docs pierce earholes".
well
seriously..
:((
anyways
went to wheelock place
am wanted to get her fringe cut.
so we followed her.
she was so indecisive.
cuz her hairdresser dint come
and she was sooo desperate to get it cut.
( she still got it cut in e end.)
but she was not 'happy' with it.
hahahahahahahs.
thn cabb home.
kim and pegster went themselves.
so me and am cabb home.

and booo!
i hv tuition later on.
FREAK.
i wish i could cancel my tuition.
im seriously not in e mood for any tuition NOW.
esp during holidays.
uhh.
wadda hell.
=((

2005-09-05T14:45:00.000-07:00

im dead bored.
stucked at home.
ohh my gawwd..
is my holidays gonna be like tht?
:((
-why?-

2005-09-04T22:20:00.000-07:00

oh my gawwwd..
im seriously struggling with my new key board..
ohh wadaa hell.
i jus cant get used to it.
and now my typing speed is like 2 times slower.
uh.
dammit!
:((
anyways.
I LOOOVE MY NEW PRINTER!!
yyays.
its like sooo niice?!?!
wahahaha..
printing photos all i want.
ohh.
i JUST L-O-O-O-V-E THT.
ohh yeahh.
:))
so it rawks.
and i guess time will help me.
help me to get use to my keyboard..
><
home alone. dahhs.

2005-09-02T16:45:00.000-07:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
yay.
im so glad.
at last i get be free of all e school stress.
:))
so we ought to relax more.
went to bowl with kimmypooh, jiapi, est and wc.
only me and kimpooh bowled.
e oths dun wanna bowl.
so we ended up paying $15.
im broke now.
dint bring muchh money today.
cuz i dint know we are goin bowling.
anyways.
thn peggy&friends came too.
they came when we were bout to finish e game.
xD
kimmypooh decided to join em.
so me est jiapi and li lin went out.
wadda call 'out'
not town obviously.
as we all broke.
went to jurong instead.
hahas.
had mac.
thn went to watch ice-skating.
haa.
it was cold dere.
burh.
thn dere was thiis coach.
cuz we were like sitting on e steps watching.
we dint know how we were sitting.
e coach was like gesturing to us.
something like caling us to sit properly.
its like wad e hell?
isiit his prob?
and still
he said tht ppl may crash into each oth if they see our...
our= under girls skirt.
WE WORE PANTS UNDERNEATH.
:X
e coach was like too busybody.
who would b soo free to see?
everyones busy skating..
right.
thn we went to e library.
i felt soo hardworking.
teehee.
actually not really.
i dint go dere to get into books.
jus to borrow some books to read.
hahahas.
i got 2 boooks tht seemed nice to me thn went to borrow em.
it was stuupiid.
i dunno if it was e prob with my card or wad.
i cannot borrow any of em.
so i used li lin's card instead.
hmm.
I WILL TRY TO RETURN IT ON TIME.
THANKKEWS LI LIN!!
:))
so est's dad fetched us home.
and here i am..

im seriously gonna feel bored..
my dad's not in singapore.
uhh.
soo not used to it.
anyways..
hope i can go out tmr.
cuz im really in need of a new pencilbox..
AND
i dun plan to rot at home!!
:))
tadas!!-

2005-09-01T20:10:00.000-07:00

im bored.
veryy.
hv noth to do except homework.
still left with compo.
i dun feel like doin it.
no inspirations.
gonna be a bad one.
anyways.
my dad is leaving tmr.
to brunei for work.
hmm.
hes goin to a shopping centre for work.
hope he'll get something for me.
well.
he will..
ohh yeah.
getting back report book tmr.
thts bad.
but i improved!!
so its okay.
hahahas.
i hope i'll remain tht good till e end of e year..
and all e way.
=))
im catching e tv now.
tatahs-

2005-08-31T21:45:00.000-07:00

TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION.
many things.
talent time.
lalalala.
ACES day.
guess who.
and blah blah.
thn went back to ph.
yeah!!
I LOVE PEI HWA!!
ahh.
right.
met lotsa ppl.
fm charity, faith, grace, hope and all e way to love.
wahahaha.
soo niice to see all of em.
okay.
thn went out with bao and hannah.
natalie tagged along.
we cabbed to heeren.
thn went to take neos.
i WAS SOO freakin broke.
we took like soo many neos.
we= me bao nat.
had sakae for lunch.
no one wanna treat
so we paid for our own fare.
BANANA WAS SUCHA EMBARRASSMENT!!
counting coins for e bill!
uh.
stuupiid girl.
:))
thn nat went home at bout 3pm.
left with banana me and bao.
so we went to cine to take neos AGAIN.
took bout 2 dere?
thn to far east plaza.
uhhh.
its REAALLY far okayy.
we had to walk dere!!
popped by at wisma surfbabe.
walk 'round.
thn banana dissapeared.
STOOPIID BANANA.
so me and bao went to far east ourselves.
lalalala.
my leg was soo tired.
its like telling me " can we stop for awhile? "
i was like "NO!" and continued walking.
dahh.
took neos at far east again.
its only me and bao.
awww sad.
thn we walked all e way back to heeren again.
TOOK NEOS AGAIN!!
uh!
i dunno why.
NEOPRINT MADNESS.
yeahh.
thts our aim today.
okay.
so i spent most of my $$ on neos.
hmm.
quite broke already.
anyways.
im gonna b a goodiie girl for e next few weeks.
yeahh.
i will try not to go out.
im saving $$.
i dun plan to go broke so soon.
cabbed home at bout 6.15..
lalala.
peak hour sommore.
huh.
:((
so expensive!!
anyways.
feels soo good to be a home now.
aaaaahhhh.

-tatahs! :))

2005-08-30T16:20:00.000-07:00

IM BACK!
afte weeks of dead com..
now its back working again.
BUT
everythings gone.
= all my pics, musics and wadeva.
uh,
tht is BAD
i feel so empty using my com.
nvm. time heals.
okay.
so LOADS of things happened when my com was down.
dint hv e chance to update.
fm going out to amandaa's WORMY experience.
yeahh.
its NICE.
hahas.
:))
anyways,
had chem and chi test today.
chem was still okay.
but chi test was BAD.
i guess i flunked it REALLY BAD.
hmm.
i dun plan to lose to tht guy.
as in results.
if i were really to thn im sooo uh..
wadcha call 'embarrassed'.
okay fine.
thn its tchers' day soon
soo SOON.
just 2 more days.
AND
i hv lotsa presents to prepare still.
um..like 6 more?
shucks.
ive not freaking idea why.
why im LOST at buying tchers' day presents this year.
it doesnt happen to me then.
so i hv like 12 more hours to prepare.
obviously i will not stay up to prepare.
so its like 6 more hours.
dere goes again..

i am helplessly falling-

2005-08-17T15:23:00.000-07:00

freaking..
today was bad.
her attitude made me wanna puke.
she hass tht wad u call stinking att.
so wad if she gets high marks for art?
she dint think of tht idea herself.
it wass oth ppl's idea.
I MEAN DRAWING.
soo pissed.
and.
so wad if she was e last in our grp?
she has to admit it.
she dint do much.
not to say tht i did aloot.
but its e fact.
she has to face it.
i REALLY dunno wad he sees in her.
i found out tht it was her character.
yeahh.
UNORIGINAL.
all she did was colouring.
everyone can do as well.
it wass oth ppl's idea.
and tht person was KIND enough to help her draw.
she dint thank her.
she jus got her freakin 90 marks
and thts e end.
wads kindaa of at chac is tht
i really dontt know.
why?